Thursday, September 27, 2007

Another Exciting Day

I'm kidding....Just another sink full of dishes, laundry everywhere, diapers to change. I wonder often if there are moms out there that truly enjoy the mundane tasks that we have to do everyday, all day. I dream of the day that I can have a maid that just cleans up behind me and the rest of my family. Why is it that when we become a mom we loose so much of who we are by taking care of everyone else? Why is it that men get to continue there lives everyday as it was before? Why do I love my kids so much it hurts and in the same moment think dear Lord I can't take another minute of my life? It makes me feel so guilty to be frustrated by my little world because I know things could be much worse, but I am determined to make life better! I want to learn to enjoy the mundane daily life that is mine and I will not rest until I find the secret and share it with every mom that is just like me!